Courage: The ability to act regardless of the potential consequences. The antithesis of fear. Synonymous with brave.I have been thinking a lot about courage lately.
On the day after Christmas, my little family joined my parents, siblings and their families in the living room of the home I grew up in. My mom directed the gift unwrapping. Everyone opened something and they were all the perfect gifts for the receivers. My mom is good at that. I thought I was done unwrapping when mom said to one of the little helpers "hand that one to Tanya." It was flat, large, book shaped. As soon as I opened it a stray tear trickled down my cheek. I'm not sure why.
I think it is because my mom remembered something that no one else had remembered about me. Even I forget sometimes. Maybe it is ultimately because I have never had the courage to fulfill one of my dreams. My mom hasn't forgotten that it is one of my dreams.
I love to draw and I have since I was a little girl. The thought that crossed my mind when I opened my
new pad of drawing paper was "I don't think I have the courage to do this."
These are some drawings I did more than ten years ago in a class I took right after Dave and I got married.
Ten years is a long time. I have made a decision though. I'm not sure when it will be my time, but some day I am going to have the courage to do this again...to take the classes I need to take and practice -
a lot - so I can be good.



And I
just might post my progress.